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Jul. 6th, 2017 03:33 pm
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That didn't take long. First date with Kitten on Thursday and she dumped me on Friday. *sigh* I should be a lot more upset about it, but if she doesn't want to date a beautiful, patient, playful, intelligent, trans woman relationship coach who /loves/ giving head... Well, that's her loss. A lot. After all. It had been about a year and a half since her last date and I'm getting dates all over the freakin' place. I'm not a braggart or anything, and I'm not going around saying "You should feel lucky I want to date you" or anything stupid like that, but she said she didn't want to see me anymore because after we waited nearly an hour for an order of ice cream, and several other people were served out of turn before us, I complained. Then, when I was brushed of and treated with disregard, I complained more. She said that was the main reason, but it was also (allegedly) the fact that while we were walking through the mall and I lamented being unable to afford a few things I wanted due to being extremely poor, she thought I was asking her to buy me things. Like in all the time we'd been talking I'd /ever/ done anything so circumspect. *sigh* So yeah. /Totally/ he loss. I actually am kind of a good catch, and I'm starting to finally believe that. I am /not/ going to let this one unstable woman ruin that for me. 

In other news, though it's really just a variation on a theme, I've been getting attention from a lot of people, and mostly women too, these days. That's /apart/ from Vegan Girl, Babygirl, California Girl, and Mommy. I mean, I'm not exactly out collecting numbers or anything, and I've turned down a few too. I still don't connect my self worth to the people who find me sexually and/or romantically attractive. I know it may be hard to believe considering it's at least 90% of what I talk about here, but there's not a lot going on in my life right now so I get really excited about this. ;-) 

How about non-relationship news? Well, the financial situation is looking less hopeless. I still need to get a disability application running so I can get it pushed through and maybe approved, but whether I do get approved or not I'm not worried about money. We have some options for the first time ever. I can finally see things really working out long-term. Getting out of KC, having the life I really need to be happy, being comfortable, everything! It's exciting! I feel younger and more alive than I have in a VERY long time!

P.S. - I think I'm done with journal entry titles, lol. ;-)

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